Lately I’ve been having too many feelings to be contained in my twitter/Facebook/Instagram without annoying my friends to death. So for a bit my blog will be focused towards my feelings. Which do include but are not limited to weight loss. Lately I’ve been dating around and having no luck, unemployed yet finding no job. So I will be posting a bit about this too. Just an FYI!

I did WORK again eating healthy today and drank a total of 166oz of water. I did some floor exercises and Just Danced with my Wii. I’m gonna try to get up early tomorrow to jog before babysitting my cousin all day tomorrow and have already packed food for lunch. On point

Almost back up to my highest weight ever and feeling bad in my clothes. I need to get back to basics and back to how I lost those first 40lbs in the first place. Counting calories with MyFitnessPal and working out.

Let’s just count today as day one, humor me….

Started Couch to 5k again this morning. Only got 1.6miles in the 30 min the app gives you. I use to be able to double that distance, but I am going to take it slow and work back up to it slowly.

I had a green smoothie for breakfast, a spinach egg cup I made for snack, turkey tacos for lunch, and cabbage soup for dinner. I did have popcorn after dinner, but I kept snacking to a minimum today. I also have drank 120oz of water today and am still drinking.

My littlest sister turns 21 at the end of July and I want to be able to feel good in a party dress!

Today I focused on eating healthy and staying inside of my calorie limitations.

I stayed under calories by 29. I did although have a MASSIVE headache all day. I am not sure if it was tiredness, not eating enough at certain times, having my hair in a bun or a combination of both. But I am proud that I stayed under.

I am looking forward to seeing these pounds fall off!

Haven’t posted, really posted, since October 14th. And that post was about being tired of starting over. Yet, here I am two months later starting over.

In 5 days I will be 29, and on my way to thirty. I know I don’t want to hit that age not feeling fabulous! Starting Monday the 17th (the day after my bday) I will be starting back on my journey to getting fit and sexier!

I have definitely been off the wagon not exercising, not eating healthy, and not focusing on myself. I haven’t weighed my self in forever and will need to update my measurement/stats on Monday. I feel like this is a do or die time for me. Either I make it or I don’t. I asked for a lot f healthy/workout stuff for xmas which is good. But my gym membership is also up in January. I will need to figure out a way to do things on my own or find a way to work a gym membership into my budget.

I need to get back to basics, back to blogging, back to doing it right and doing it real.